Tick Tick..... BOOM

jamesphillipschilton:

James swallowed, the lump in his throat appearing out of thin air. There was always a reason for drugs when it came to James. Whether it be the vivid dreams of running through the woods, or the feeling he got after waking up in the morning with unexplained dirt under…

James watched as Cassie snorted the powder off the screen, she was a pro at it which wasn’t new news to him. He nodded, understanding her motive for the drugs.   Holding a nostril closed, James sniffed a line, his nose burning as the powder went rushing into his system, an instant drip forming in the back of his throat.

“I like the way it makes me forget… I don’t get nightmares, or panic attacks when I’m doped up.. I’m just… comfortably numb.” Pinching his nose, James sniffed again, his vision getting hazy as the drugs took hold of his nervous system.

Blinking he stood, putting the drugs on the desk next to Cassie. “One more and we’ll head out of here.. good for you?” He arched an eyebrow at her waiting for some sign of approval. He already felt better, his body more relaxed than normal, his words didn’t fall out of his mouth without recourse. James felt.. normal, for once, and completely coherent. 

Taking a moment to check himself in the mirror, James attempted to fix his hair, which was being far too unruly at the moment. After several failed attempts he looked over at his roommate, his bottom lip pitifully poked out. “I look like a retard…”